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| Fuck the world and everyone on it. | | |
| well i emailed katie yesterday and i asked her if there was going to be a me and her. i told her i needed to know because if there wasn't then i was going to try and find someone else that makes me happy. Well she wrote me back and told me that she didn't think we would makea good couple, b/c she thinks we would fight all the time. well i wrote her back and asked her y she thinks we would fight all the time. and she said b/c we fight now and we aren't even going out. but the thing is we haven't faught yet. well i really think she likes someone else. but if that is the case then i hope she is happy that is the only thing i can do. well i am talking to someone else now, her name is jinnifer. she is beautiful. and we get along fine. i have to talk to her more and hang out with her more before i think about asking her out. | | |
| well friday was pretty fun. i went to crystals and sarah got drunk off her ass. my bro took care of her as well as i did. well then saturday was my military ball. it was good, i got a metal. but when it came to dancing i can't. i mean really i can't dance. well katie got upset that i couldn't dance. then she told me it was a turn off then. i said fuck it. i'll try to dance. then she got upset more. i guess be i wanted to dance then. but when we did dance to a slow song it was great. i wanted to hold her in my arms like that the whole night. but then once again the fucking rap shit came on and i couldn't dance so. she got upset. i seen her get a lil freak dance with a gay guy. that pissed me off, b/c the gay guy can dance and she liked it. well wee left at like 1030 like 2 hrs early. and we just drove around for a lil bit. we dropped katie off at 1230 when she had to b home. after that me and my friend eric went and got drunk. it was good that i got to get drunk. b/cc i was pissed that katie was upset with me. I got top let all my feelings out. but i think i have waited long enough i need to know if there will be a me and her. b/c if there isn't then fuck it i guess i will have to get over her and just find someone else. well let me know what u guys think. later. | | |
| well yesterday i gave two and a half hours of platelets yesterday. I was in the court yard and i almost past out. I feel like i am sick and i don't feel good at all. i feel like i have to through up. | | |
| wel friday was pretty fun. i played football with katie and the guys. After me and katie left, we went to the soccer game. it was great. even tho i didn't kiss katie at all it was a great date. I love spending as much time with her as i can with her. i donno what it is about her it just makes me happy that i am with her. I know a bunch of ppl don't like katie for there own pwesonal reasons. but i like her and that is all that matters to me. I don't care what ppl think about her. i think if my friends were my friends. i think that they would just be happy for me and wish me the best. what do u think? | | |
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